Well... dunno what title to put for this

Well, I really don't know what title I should put for this or how I should start writing this post. Oh wells, will try anyhow whack. Well, recently there has been some interesting going on. Well, people say that this is the time where its time to get a relationship or at least start thinking about it. The world will advocate it earlier. Hmm.... k, haha, super messy. Let me organised my thoughts.

K, well, how do I view all this? I agree that I should pray about it. Prayer will never harm it can only help. So therefore it is better to start early (actually its not that early... many people have pray consistently when they are younger. I prayed about it but intermittently). Haha, people have also start to say that should start observing etc. There are also people who say that can consider the church people.

Hmm... what are my thoughts for all this? Should I start observing? err... well, I don't really think I am ready for this. Some people say that if you are not ready can still observe. Well, ya, but I am definitely not going to go on active sonar or whatever. I think I should spend more time learning His Word and growing than use it in this area for now.

Well, as to the fact of considering the church people... hmmm... well, the sisters in church are nice and godly. However, currently like I stated earlier, I am not ready. haha, when the time is right will definitely consider. But just not now.

I feel that before I go into a relationship, I should be able to lead, not just like the way the people of the world lead but rather in a godly way. To do that I must first have a healthy relationship with God and also grow more in Him and also have a close walk with God. Currently I am still growing and still working on my many flaws, therefore I think still not time yet. I don't just have to lead my wife but also my children. If my foundations are not grounded in the Lord, the whole family will be messed up and my children will not grow close to the Lord and my wife will suffer. The whole family will suffer and will be miserable. I don't want that to happen to my wife and children. I will not let my family suffer in this manner.

may post more on this topic next time...
To God be the Glory